how would you rate your life?
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
i asked cecille if how would she rate my life? is it succesful? she said so..so.. whew! that was a kick in my ass! wat hav i been doing? i focus on a thing and totally forget the others.. which is not right! BALANCE.. i dont have it.. i will not succeed? i dont think so.. if i would rate my life? so far it is a journey to wisdom.. i know there is no way to success but to go on with the path you have taken.. do not ever go back to where you fail.. go straight ahead with a new learning to hold on to.. most of all do not mindevery heartache and heartbreak that you have.. we will always fall in love.. it is not the end of the world! for some reason i also fail to remember the things that i mentioned.. we do not literally give our hearts to those persons.. in the first place why do we have to cry if we know deep in our souls that they do not even deserve a molecule of it!! maybe it is our nature already.. maybe.. i cannot alaways answer those things! as for now, lovelife is a big no no for me.. kalimutan muna yan.. i have been saying this a for very long time already pero tama na muna.. career muna.. i will have time for that.. study muna ko.. tapos balik ako sa topic of being in love.. yeah right.. aayusin ko ang buhay ko.. i owe it to myself, my family and to God. rate my life?? not now, i do not have any success stroy yet.. maybe in time i will have one.. bahala na,,, just hold on to myself and i will be great.. i believe..
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narlyn at 07:32 pm
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new life
Sunday, July 02, 2006
i really do not know what is going on.. magulo na naman ang lahat.. parang i am living just for the heck of it.. di ko nararamdaman na masakit talaga ag puso ko..pero parang mamatay ako sa tuwing may panahon para magpakasenti.. mas ok pa na wala na ang panahon para sa pagiisip, lalo lang akong nahihirapan.. pagod ang katawan ko pero hindi ako nasasaktan.. ok na ako sa ganon..mas nawawala ang sakit mas manageable ipagpatuloy ang mga pangarap ko.. bagong buhay na ba talaga ang kailangan ko? kailangan ko na ba talaga kalimutan ang taong pinangarap kong makasama sa habang buhay? unti-unti tinatanggap ko na wala na talaga.. ayaw ko pa magmove on.. gusto ko pa umasa na isang araw babalik sya at magiging ok na ulit ang lahat.. mawawalan na ng problema at ipagpapatuloy na ang buhay,,,,,
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narlyn at 08:24 pm
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tagaytay trip with artstud pips
Monday, May 15, 2006
senxa na... di ko mapigilan kiligin! hehehehehe... love you miel mwah.
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narlyn at 09:57 pm
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what about..
Thursday, April 27, 2006
hay.. walang topic ang blog na ito pag happy ako.. hehehe.. wel thats life.. pero i badly need some fund raising ideas for up one.. naahhh... what i really need is money!! hahaha.. if you got any suggestions guys, please don't hesitate to text me...latelt everything is really getting into my nerves, lahat ng problems ko na di ko talaga iniisip ay nagsusumiksik sa dreams ko.. hay.. but i really don't consider them as problems instead challenges! kaya lang it is just weird that i have lots of thins to do pero wala pa ako pwede simulan! hay, the irony of life.. oh well, happy naman na ako.. salamat sa mga tao na nagppapaligaya sa buhay ko.. hehehehe.. mwah!
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narlyn at 04:47 pm
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i need signs
Friday, April 21, 2006
di ko na alam kung ano ang ginagawa ko sa buhay ko.. parang habang lumalapit ako dun sa goals ko.. andami kong fallbacks.. hay... yoko ng ganitong pakiramdam.. it's hard.. i remember a frined that told me to set my goals and then hit it.. i have set the goals that i wanted.. but it looks like i am not really prioritizing on hitting them.. hay.. buti na lang there are other aspects of life other than career and studies.. at least there i think i have the edge...
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narlyn at 04:16 pm
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blurrrrrr..
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
i don't know why.. bakit kailangan pang guluhin ulit ang buhay ko.. masaya na ulit ako pero njan na naman sya at nangugulo ng isip ko.. ayaw ko magisip pero ayaw tumigil ng utak ko.. may mga bagay na kapag nakikita ko ay nagpapaalala sakin ng saya, lungkot at hirap nun mga panahon na sobrang magulo ang lahat.. kasalanan to alam ko.. lagot na naman ako..
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narlyn at 10:16 am
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sadness..
Thursday, March 09, 2006
i thought everything was alright.. my parents, my friends, my miel, my studies, my relationship with god, i thought everything then was so right.. bakit klangan magpaalam sa isang tao na labis na nagpasaya sayo? may mga bagay talaga na kahit pa gustuhin natin magkakaroon at magkakaroon pa rin ng dahilan para ndi natin makuha.. grabe na ang iyak ko, maga na ang mga mata ko, pagod na ko magisip at magalit, takot na ko maging sobrang masaya at kontento.. grabe.. bakit ganun ang epekto sakin ng pagalis ni ate nangbu? parang ayaw ko na umuwi ng bahay dahil namimis ko lang un mga halakhak nya.. hehe.. pareho kc talaga kami abnormal! ang sakit sa akin.. parang torture ang lahat.. miss ko na sya isang araw pa lang ang nakaraan! sakit.. sobra lang siguro napamahal sakin un bruha na un! hahaha.. mahal po kita ate nangbu.. ingat lagi.. wag mo sana ko makalimutan..muah.
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narlyn at 08:20 pm
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monthsary,
Sunday, March 05, 2006
never experienced that kilig experience for such a long long time already.. but yesterday it was like having the most of everything it was as short as it is possible but at least he came to see me... hay.. ang happy talaga...
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narlyn at 07:39 am
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in love?
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
yeah this time it is confirmed, haha.. never thought it is going ot be
that easy.. pero now i know, pag niloko ko nito hay mas malala pa kesa
sa dati... but any way i hope it will last.. i am really praying hard
for it.. hahaha.. sayua ko ngaun pwamis.. astig.
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narlyn at 06:51 am
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miel....
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
who would have thought.. no one siguro.. basta astig.. haba ng hair nyahahaha... sana ok ang valentine ko..
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narlyn at 07:05 am
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